There is nothing more refreshing

Than FINALLY being free of feelings that you have wanted to be rid of for so long. Nearly three and a half years of being held back, destroyed, drained, scarred..I feel so..happy. Like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. My mind is no longer polluted with constant thoughts of this person who has been so damaging to me, both physically and mentally. I just wish I'd had this revelation much earlier to spare myself so much emotional distress. But I guess it's better late than never, and I still have time to heal.